Friday, January 29, 2010

Need.




I don't really mind that you'll be the SL for C&B. A load off my chest. Less expectations. And most importantly, you play it better than me. Ahhh.. :)

I need to go to the beach soon. The view of the wide sea. The past we all have. Especially yy's birthday celebration. A ride in the rain from ECP to Changi Airport! We've got numbed butt then. Now, we've changed.

Remember, the first time I get to see a rainbow by myself.. It was primary 5, on an excursion. I looked at it so thoroughly.. Thinking about what colours the rainbow has. I smile while looking at it. The smile from the bottom of my heart. Felt love which filled my heart in an instant.

Remember, the first time I get to see a sunset by myself.. It was secondary 1, going to QingDao. I was sleeping and a bright light came shining on my face. I opened my eyes, sun was setting near us. We're on the plane, it was so bright that it makes me nauseous and I went to sleep again.

I'm waiting for the time that I can actually get a view of sunrise.. Relaxing.. The feeling.. Unable to express with simply words.


No idea what I wrote all this.. I'm too tired to think. I need some space. I need fresh air. I need new life. I want a change. I'm so sleepy.. I want to sleep.. My deep thoughts run wild. Like now.. I love you. --- Everybody can be the you.