:)

Happy belated birthday to yi-ma.

Happy birthday to mum.

Happy advance birthday to chengyang.

Merry Christmas!

MERRY CHRISTMAS! :D

&

HAPPY NEW YEAR! :P

We.

Ohla. Ji go pa. 1, 2, 3! 我们上，我们下，我们后前脚，我们一、二、三，我们四、五、六，我们七、八、九，我们好朋友。 我们 jelly jelly lom jiam pass, pass, pass!
Mudafucka! You reply so slow. Asshole. Slowpoke!
-You know this. :D

Okay. There, as you can see. I got drink water(me). :D 2 candid shots of jiahui by luck. We got our piercings and ate seafood like nobody's business too. Bought tees and we got one similar ones. :) Happyszxc. 8)



I just wanna say this for fun.
RUIMING'S THE MAN!
*Man sounds nicer than woman. Ahaha. Don't think wrongly.

Nags.

Oh yea baby.

I got cough again.

:) How unlucky?

Almond drink again. _l_

Simple.

Gonna be truthful to myself. Here's me.

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I'm Goh Rui Ming. That's my full name. My family members includes my father, mother and 3 elder sisters -- Rui Long, Rui Sin and Rui Yun. My father's side is Singaporean. And mum's is Malaysian. :) Am Singaporean like durh and proud to be one. Buddhist/Taoism. Love the religion. <3

Still a student and always study at the previous night of the exam day. I like humanities because it's fun! I hate English Literature. I failed the subject for the whole secondary 2 year. D:< My best subject should be Chinese/History. I like art, but can't draw. :D

Understand/speak only Singlish, English, Chinese, some dialects and a little bit of Japanese. I wants to learn some other languages too. Like Japanese, French, Spanish and dialects. I think it's cool to make the pronunciation right. :D *Best way to learn Japanese: Watch anime. :D

I play Cello in Chinese Orchestra for school. Not a very skilled player. But acceptable for grade 3 and 4. Interested in drums, violin, piano and dance like popping and locking. Always wanted new talents but unable to focus on them.

Am seriously in love with blue colour. Attractive uh. Wanted to paint the room blue, but mum says that the colour is too boy-ish. Heart broken-ed. Never mind. I still live in my blue world. White and grey/gray(?) is kinda good choice too. Other colours is acceptable for me. <3

Got no goals and aims in life. Thought of being: Artist, Cellist teacher, Normal Salesgirl, Indoor Decoration, Construction Worker(?!), Teacher, Open a Souvenir Shop and lots more which I can't remember about it. For now, my goal is to pass my exams and 'O' levels in sec 4 to a Poly or JC. *CMI*

Used to be short-tempered, just like having PMS everyday. Now, ask my friends how I changed. :) I hate liars and backstabbers. I always get lied for, it's easy to lie to me. I don't like to be alone, but sometimes, alone will be a good choice for thinking out. Hates SMOKERS very much. So don't smoke. I get jealous easily. HAH.

The way I look and dress is -no comments-. Never once put on make ups to shop. Because my sisters will say "What happen to you?!" to me. My clothes is -no comments too-. Somehow, I got a weird fashion sense. So please help. :D

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Is that all? Hmm... I doubt so. :) But that's all I can think of. Let everyone be truthful to themselves.

New

Gotta let go of the lies thing. New start. Reason being, I can live better off without you as my friend too. Like you, leading a normal life without me. :) All the best. But still, thanks for being my friend once. I still love it if you want to be my friend. LOL. *Impossible.

Hey! *CHEERS!*
I wanna admit something..
I'm a pro stalker. :)
Proud to be one anyway. 8)

Aww.. Third sister is not home yet.
What's the effing time now?!
3.26 am..
Woah. Why am I still here?!?!
Hehs. Random.

Pulled back myself from the deep well that I've fallen into.
Trying to stop stalking people already.
The answers I get is always the truths behind all lies.
Trust me. I learnt a lesson.
NEVER TRUST EASILY. Sweet. :)

After reading some shitty stuffs, I realised..
MY VOCABULARY IS LIMITED.
So damn limited.
Just blame on myself.
I don't read, I don't watch, I don't listen. :(

I'm happy once again.
Depressed also because I lost you.
And I lost myself once/twice/thrice/more.
Never mind! :D
I just need the lines of pain to wake up from the long dream.

Tyvm. :) I love you all.

P.S/ I love bitching with jiahui. :D

Lost again

No pictures for entertainment today. Sorry.

Um.. I was like moody for these two days? I think it's PMS. Coming soon. Just updated wp and got a fucked up mood. I don't feel good. I don't know. I'm not in the mood.. I don't feel like seeing you online nowszxc..

Sometimes I think about what I wanted. What do I feel about certain things. I, myself doesn't know what am thinking. Am I lost again? In the jungle.. Independent needed. Never dependent. Struggles to stay alive. Face many difficulties in the wild.

I never thought I would feel this way these days. I feel indifferent. But I know my heart is yearning of something.. Something I don't know. It aches when it can't understand what it wanted. It beat so fast that I thought I might die just the next minute.

What am I to become?
Who am I to believe?
How am I to understand?
Where am I gonna be?
When am I waking up into reality?

Life, full of unknowns. You'll never know what will happen tomorrow.. What am I gonna be tomorrow? A loser, a slacker or a winner, a hardworking person. I yearn for what I want. But for unknowns only makes me hurt.

My goals in life? I thought about it for awhile. I have many dreams of wannabes. I can't do them all. I always hope to find at least a goal.. And always turn out none. What's my interest? I got none. Who am I? I'm lost.. Once again.

RayOFF

Very random. But because I don't like seeing my face when I come to my own blog, so yea.

*Manson; Ihateyou. Hahah. Why you're gone in Facebook? And and and.. BON VOYAGE. :D

Aww.. So cute~

A laughter for you and me. Let this photo cheer your day up!

*THIS WAS TAKEN WHEN I'M PRIMARY 5. I love this photo because I'm cute. HAHA. <3

Fountain & Ballpoint pens

Omas

Caren d'Ache

Mont Blanc

Get me one of these brands! Fountain pens is chio! But for me, I will put fountain pens as collection and ballpoint pens for use. Mum said she's gonna buy me one for my birthday next year. Happy but shocked. One can cost over hundred dollars. :(

Went out with mum today to Tampines. I'm happy. Love her many many. :D ♥♥♥♥♥

Sculptures

Heh. Sorry for the spamming of photos. :D Pretty right. Snow, Ice and Sand sculptures. How cool. ♥ But how sad.. In Singapore, make ice and melt. Make snow..?! Impossible.. Sand still can. But will rain. -_-

Last night before I sleep, I was lying on my bed, thinking what happens if mummy and other people who are close to me dies. I cried. Just now I read sister's tweets. She remembered mum saying to us(sisters) that she wants to be cremate and not buried after she dies. After cremation, she wants us to throw her ashes in the sea because she wants to visit the world.

I got many dreams yesterday night.. I dreamt of someone dying.. I cried in my dream.. And shitszxc.. I can't continue anymore. Fuck. That's all for today. :(

Heh.

Simply too bored. Teletubbies very cute hor? Heh. :D

Happy.

Starting this post with the tricycle that I used to cycle during my childhood times. It was taken today. No, I'm not childish. That's memories. The rest was some fairies that jiahui drew long ago. *Sorry for the dumb photo of me. I was laughing for no reason that time.

Ehszxc. I went out for two hours today! HAHA. Went geylang east and makan dimsum with mother. Woohoo! Ehehs. Let me tell you all a story when we're makan-ing. :D

Two cats were looking at me with the kelian looking face. The drink seller said that they are mother and son. So yea. Mum and I tried to feed them with rice and bones. They didn't eat that. Next, chicken meat. Surprisingly, they ate it. They ate all our chicken meat. Roles exchanged!

When we're going off, the son got shocked and climb up the tree. Shocked. My first time seeing a cat running up the tree. ;D After few mins, it ran down. Heh. So cute. I made a little mistakes in fairprice.

Me: "The two cats ate our chicken." "那两只猫吃我们的鸡."
Mum: "You are saying it wrongly. They eat our chicken?!" "你讲错了. 它们吃我们的鸡?!"

Then she laughed and I started laughing like mad there. Oh and I was shocked to see someone I know working there. Hahahaha. Yeaps. That's all. Happy day. <3

Alone? Lonely?

The beach is a nice place to sit down quietly. Enjoy the sea view. Listen to the nature. Be it wind, leaves, animals. It's counted as a best place to think and relax your mind. Love it ♥.

Come back people. Come back to me. Come back to accompany. Come back to share. Come back to love. Come back to listen. Come back to see. Come back to feel. Come back for memories. Come for it.

Batsu game FTW!

BATSU GAME FTW~!!! :D :D :D ♥♥♥♥♥


I'm so into batsu game right now. HAHA. Matsumoto: Nyaaaa. Nyaaaa! Nyaaaaaaa. Hamada: What's with your nya? The Downtown duo! Hahaha. This time, I'm watching "No laughing ass darts - Hot spring inn". Ouch. So pain la. Their punishment is not bamboo stick or pencils or what. Is blowdarts. Hahaha~

Okay next. I did not step out of this house more than 1 hour for the past 2 weeks. Lmao. Wanted to go out today. And wait. I was thinking: Who is in singapore right now? Who is free right now? Who wants to go out right now? And most possibly.. None. It's also quite a good choice to stay at home hor? Hahaha.

Third sister is tempting me to eat junk food today. Just now she was eating the canned shark fins. Now she's eating Calbee Hot&Spicy (my favourite snacks). Ate ice cream and london chocoroll while she enjoy her junk food. :(

Mother asked whether we want to go back Malaysia to celebrate this coming Chinese New Year or not. And I felt quite bad. Because if we go back, it will be our third year without reunion dinner and we won't be visiting father's side de relatives. But if we never go back, we will be damn sian-ed.

I've started to do my holiday homeworks. English first. And kinda shocked to see one of the comprehension passages to be on "My bigini is BOOMZ." As you can see.. Miss Ris Low's language and Singaporean's standard on English.

I haven't buy my sec 3 books. Because sister did not tell me which one she need and which one she does not need. The NTUC voucher is not here yet. So yeaszxc.. I NEED TO HURRY. I bet most of the stocks will be 3Os. Out Of Order. -__-lll





Overall...
BATSU GAME FTW! ♥♥♥♥♥ HAHAHAHA.

Oh la.

I got one t-shirt with the girl up here and another boy. It's cute ya know. :D

I'm turning in late today.. AGAIN. Haha. Watching Batsu Game Newspaper Agent right now. Have been watching batsu game these days. Finished batsu game high school and hospital already. A way to laugh until stomach pain. Haha~

By the way, Nina, you don't have to give me that "Thank you" post. Haha. You're welcome la. Hahs. Hurry find my discs please. -_-lll Need help on moving your house then call me. I'm free everyday. Lmao. :D I feel pinkish today.







- I don't know what I wanted. Okay. I've been saying "I don't know" for 14 years. Since when I know?