No pictures for entertainment today. Sorry.
Um.. I was like moody for these two days? I think it's PMS. Coming soon. Just updated wp and got a fucked up mood. I don't feel good. I don't know. I'm not in the mood.. I don't feel like seeing you online nowszxc..
Sometimes I think about what I wanted. What do I feel about certain things. I, myself doesn't know what am thinking. Am I lost again? In the jungle.. Independent needed. Never dependent. Struggles to stay alive. Face many difficulties in the wild.
I never thought I would feel this way these days. I feel indifferent. But I know my heart is yearning of something.. Something I don't know. It aches when it can't understand what it wanted. It beat so fast that I thought I might die just the next minute.
What am I to become?
Who am I to believe?
How am I to understand?
Where am I gonna be?
When am I waking up into reality?
Life, full of unknowns. You'll never know what will happen tomorrow.. What am I gonna be tomorrow? A loser, a slacker or a winner, a hardworking person. I yearn for what I want. But for unknowns only makes me hurt.
My goals in life? I thought about it for awhile. I have many dreams of wannabes. I can't do them all. I always hope to find at least a goal.. And always turn out none. What's my interest? I got none. Who am I? I'm lost.. Once again.