On the 1st day, she was so cheerful and doesn't look like she was afraid. I'm even more afraid than her. She played around with my phone for quite some time. She was not allowed to eat anything after 4pm, it was that time when she had to drink some laxatives stuffs to clear her stomach. My sister and I left soon after.
The next day was her operation. She was still laughing with my aunts and I. I almost burst into tears when I sent her into the operation theater. It actually took 4 to 5 hours time. After she came out, her face was frowning very hard. She moaned when the nurses transfer her to the bed and can't talk at all. I knew it was damn hella pain, but I could not do anything except for wetting her lips since she did not eat anything at all..
The 3rd day was about the same. At least she can talk to us for a few sentences, but it was mainly her complaints that the bed was very warm. My sister and I had to change her position every time. She could drink sips of water. That made me feel relieved..
I brought a fan to the hospital in the morning the next day because she kept complaining. She could eat and sit up and walk really slowly with her drips on. I could feel that needle in her hand. It must be pain. The on the last day, she discharged!
I was really happy that she can return home. In these 5 days, I did house chores. Washing the dishes, doing laundry, sweeping and mopping the floor. I did every single thing that a housewife should do except for cooking. I woke up in the morning to boil water and do what I should do. No laptop for those days and went to sleep after a shower.
After doing all those, I realized that the whole family is actually not capable of doing all these without my mum. We are all mummy's girls, especially me. I'm not strong enough to carry heavy things like she did. I can't cook for myself. I'm actually a crybaby. She's like my best friend. We talk to each other comfortably about anything. She's with me everyday. I can't imagine what life is to me when she's gone.
Health is really important. Some things are not what we can control. We should just eat healthy and live life to the fullest, cherishing what we really had. Okay. That's all.
